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Not Okay
06:42
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the blanket of anxiety
wraps around my shell
a crimson shade of silence surrounds us now
flowing rivers of pain, just visions...
of another time without misery or longing
i am still here in my palace of torment
lay my body to rest amongst the decaying roses of life
as the leaves fall so does my existence into rot
a lustre now lost, in remains bleakness and apathy
more drugs to ease this suffering, more alcohol to numb
desire and emotion
fading away into the warm embrace of nothing
I never lived...
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pills, needles, drug adiction
another day in this lifless grey city
another day in useless fucking life
will i ever see a light at the end of this tunnel?
or will my days fade to pieces of bleak nothing
i try to calm my panicked mind
i take anything to numb myself
alcohol and narcotics
just to feel at ease with life
and yet another pointless sunrise
to mock my continued existence
it sings to me a song of pity
it shines on my failure, illuminates my worthlessness
can I ever get out of this hole i've dug?
down another empty urban street
the motionless lights seem so blurry now
the stars so close but far so away
as if my time is almost up...
the stars so far but so close
as if my time is almost up...
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3. |
Life Goes On
08:41
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4. |
At Eternitys Gate
07:32
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5. |
Dust to Dust
08:20
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i dont wanna think anymore this life has taken everything i had i was forced into this cycle i was forced to the cruel biddings the situation of earths torment is very bleak now with animal suffering and consumption of flesh and secretions the terrible state of all being and how could anyone be sane when faced with this ? and their blood will flow a thousand rivers and childrens screams unheard in the blurry mornings of Was and i awake once again to the sirens of misery and twisted into the stream of conciousness I fail to see the reason i fail to see your hope or beauty There is nothing left here but withering away and serious harm so let all of this cease to exist and no more abuse and no more wimpering agonies and no more rape , forced insemination , artifical births and slow deaths
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